Hoda's Blog

Corn-poppy

2008-06-19T02:05:00.003+01:00

These flowers are here, NOW…

Acknowledgements

2008-06-07T23:17:00.003+01:00

I would like to thank all the people who helped me in motivating me and helping me to take the journey and secondly I would like to thank all my tutors and teachers helped me in every step of my educational process and teaching me the alphabet of life.

I would like to mention the support and appreciation that I got from my dear friends and house-mates that co-operated with me and helped me in every way possible.

A special thank you to my parents who encouraged me and gave me advice in moments of despair and showed the trust and confidence. My sister who offered me courage and hope in times of worry and in times of happiness.

I would like to thank God for making me undertake this educational journey and helping me in this process of gaining knowledge ,seeing the world by other prospective and by his will I was strong to complete my work and reach where I am.

A Palace

2008-05-19T23:57:00.003+01:00

I‘ve never wished for a palace before

I wish I had a palace

Then I could put red carpet

And say you welcome

Welcome with the blossomed trees

Bunch of flowers

I would polish all glasses and silvers

I could bring you the best drink in the silver glasses

But I’m sure I would lead you to the coziest room

In the room that you won’t sit far away

Anyway …anyhow I just wanted say welcome

My heart is not as big as your world

But you already could fit properly

And I assure you

You will remain dancing there.

I miss ...

2008-02-26T15:11:00.003Z

I wish I could have a walk here,now!

The room

2008-02-03T18:34:00.000Z

I remember the time which I had a little party.
I remember the time which seems it was not long time ago;)
I remember my little room with my sister
Our dolls, toys and all mess we could make in it

It was a boring day with no fun
It was a messy room
Suddenly we made a plan…

We could have a party
We could invite mommy and daddy
We could play a nice game
After some time we and dolls were dressed up

It is time to have fun
It is time to get some fruits and sweets from kitchen
It is time to clean the room properly
I hope they enjoy the gathering in our room

We could give them surprise
We could make them happy
O.k. please come, close your eyes …come in!
The tea and atmosphere …wow it was real fun

And now I remember the time…

O.k. My room is ready now; I am waiting for you…
Please come!

Stars

2008-01-28T22:47:00.001Z

This is the night before journey.

I have to go. The journey must be hard. I want to go…

There is no light…No! No, There is moonlight. I hope it’s enough to lead me across.

I wish I could stop to be. Or if it is possible, I could wake up from nightmare…

The night is too long, no candles, no friends.

I wish I could see the stars better.

Shiny stars are so beautiful; they are all winkling for me. Am I so thankless?!

I wish I had time…

I need my time to just look at sky, watching stars, with the moon.

I don’t want to go.

I wish stars could come down and take me to pass this time.

I have to go…

B strong!

You are what you...

2007-12-28T21:34:00.000Z

Today I heard “you are what you eat…” it made me think and think. Although we were talking about good diet but if I wanted to change this statement, I would say “you are what you love…”

For you

2007-09-01T01:18:00.002+01:00

I am writing to you dear whatever comes to my mind.

I am writing the shout which is jailed in my chest.

I am writing it in the hope of reading by you, seeing by you.

I am writing it to be tasted by you. To understand it, I wish you adore it…

By the way have you red it yet? Do you have any idea? Have you visited my page by now? How it is look like? How do I write?! …you know it, I am stranger with this language, and my mother language is some other language. My feeling is conveying hardly in English. My metaphor and ironies are not perfect :) I can’t seek for a ryme.

Oh, No dear, doesn’t matter!

The matter is Love. It leads me up to here, yes it pulled me into this point and I am sure it will take me to myself. It will lead me to reach to real love, to Him.

It’s long time that the life is teaching me the alphabet in this way, in this regulation.

Love is magically strong. Love is stronger than you, than me. Love could make a producer such as producer of Cinema Paradiso. It could make an actress like Shaghayegh Joodat to shout bravely in scene “I LOVE YOU” with all her sense. Molavi is the famous poet in west by Love of Shams. Why to go far for bringing an example from big people…

Simply here! I know people who are miles away from home to chase a hope, to chase a love…

Two moon?!

2007-08-28T00:14:00.000+01:00

On Monday 27th of August we supposed to see two moons in Sky,

Because Mars will be in the nearest position to the moon ....

In this weather even I couldn't see a moon in the sky :(

Little World

2007-08-25T01:27:00.000+01:00

I have a little room in this world.

I have a little heart in my buddy.

I have a little world with small happiness in that.

What’s wrong with these?

With small windows,

I browse the world…

with big passion,

I remember and looking forward till …

with strong hope and you I have courage

to pick up !

Bright Horizon

2007-08-17T20:09:00.000+01:00

I remember my dear teacher liked this poem, all of us had her handwriting and I can feel this poem better today:

One day we will find our doves again
and kindness will hold beauty's hand.

****

One day when the slightest hymn
is a kiss
and each man
is a brother
to each man

One day when they won't close the doors
locks
are myths
and the heart
suffices for living

One day when the meaning of each sound
is to love
lest on your last word, you seek a sound

One day when the rhythm of each word is life
lest I suffer the scouring of a rhyme for my poem

One day when each lip is a melody
so that
the slightest hymn shall be a kiss

One day when you come back forever come back
and kindness becomes beauty

One day when we will cast seeds for our doves...

***

I will wait that day
even on the day
when I
no longer
am.

Ahmad Shamlu, 1955

Shiny heart

2007-08-16T23:37:00.001+01:00

If I was a caricaturist, I would draw myself in the middle on the computer, surrounded with a lot of books which look like bricks that making a tall wall around. I am sitting there and reading what is love, friend and enjoying? what is culture? What is right? What is wrong? And what is life?

If I was a caricaturist I would draw myself and I .My self is seating with many jewelries and beautiful heart while I was walking and running long long road which is going far to myself. There are many books, board full of theories and computers instead of trees in sides of road.

If I was a caricaturist at last, I would draw “I” in my own arms with shiny heart while I am reading a book and get excited to found myself.

2007-08-04T01:06:00.000+01:00

یک پنجره برای دیدن
یک پنجره برای شنیدن
یک پنجره که مثل حلقه چاهی
در انتهای خود به قلب زمین می رسد
وباز می شود به سوی وسعت این مهربانی مکرر آبی رنگ
یک پنجره که دست های کوچک تنهایی را
از بخشش شبانه ی عطر ستاره های کریم
سرشار می کند
و می شود از آن جا
خورشید را به غربت گل های شمعدانی مهمان کرد -
یک پنجره برای من کافی ست
...

2007-07-22T18:36:00.000+01:00

I miss the Moon ! it comes very late here...

My Window

2007-05-07T21:48:00.000+01:00

Hello everybody to my window.........

I am sharing my small world which I believe all of us have somewhere or the other......my small world (actually it is quite big!!!) is full of friends and happy memories.....I will collect all these and keep inside my window so that on a day when I am low on energy I will re-collect and share these happy moments with u.

Take care and enjoy ur moments!!!